How do i keep my sanity?
There are days i wonder how i'll get through and then there are the days i wonder how i got through them...make sense? If you are a mother of 4 boyz ranging from four to fifteen, beings the middle ones are 8 and 12, i think you might have just the smallest inkling of what i mean...nobody gets along and yet they can't get along without one another. We have our space issues and it even some days goes as far as arguing over the air we share. i hope anyone reading this don't think me unhappy with my lot in life....with the last one and only that one did i gain knowledge on the gender of the life inside me... i recall seeing the screen myself and asking the tech. if i could cry now, yeah she says i think you better, no tears ever fell...it was one of the loneliest moments of my life(my husband the ever dollar driven man that he is was of course at home working) my girlfriend sitting in the waiting room...it was then that i realized there would never be anyone quite like me,...